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Control
It’s always been about control. I read a lot, especially about narcissism. As a child, I used books to escape. Now, I read to understand....

JLNicholson
Aug 177 min read


Legacy
Legacy is often thought of as the consequences or results of past actions or events. It can also describe the lasting impression someone...

JLNicholson
Aug 28 min read


Expectations
"I have been bent and broken, but - I hope - into a better shape." - Charles Dickens Great Expectations In our house, success was the...

JLNicholson
Jul 286 min read


Fathers
What would I say to the man? I never met you. You were twenty when I was conceived, married to someone else. You knew about the...

JLNicholson
Jul 234 min read


Brothers Part Two
What I lacked in time with Alby (he died when I was seven), I made up for with Felix. He was seventeen years older, but after Alby’s...

JLNicholson
Jul 206 min read


Mothers – Who Wins?
When you’re adopted, you have two mothers: your biological mother and your adoptive mother. One loses a child. One gains one. There’s an...

JLNicholson
Feb 152 min read


The Land of make believe
“And he said.. ...movies will make life seem like a fairytale.” Anthony T. Hincks Childhood and Isolation I grew up as the youngest in...

JLNicholson
Mar 27, 20244 min read


Back to the Past
“If you don't know who you truly are, you'll never know what you really want.” ― Roy T. Bennett The baby boom surged in the aftermath of...

JLNicholson
Mar 17, 20243 min read


Brothers - Part One
“They tell us that suicide is the greatest act of cowardice… that suicide is wrong; when it is quite obvious that there is nothing in the...

JLNicholson
Mar 10, 20244 min read


In the Wake of a new found freedom - Aftermath 2.0
“The world he thought he knew no longer made sense to him, and he began to change.” Nicholas Sparks - The Longest Ride. In my previous...

JLNicholson
Mar 7, 20244 min read


Searching, searching - " I found you!"
“What we seek is some kind of compensation for what we put up with.” ― Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance Peeling away the layers of my...

JLNicholson
Mar 2, 20245 min read


Uncovering the Path: Steps towards the Truth
" Alice laughted. "there's no use trying.' she said: 'one can't believe impossible things." Through the Looking Glass - Lewis Carroll I...

JLNicholson
Feb 25, 20244 min read


What Lies Down the Rabbit Hole?
"I am not crazy; my reality is just different from yours."Alice in Wonderland Lewis Carroll 1865 I read Alice in Wonderland as a kid, it...

JLNicholson
Feb 23, 20247 min read


Don't get sick on my watch!
Growing up in a narcissistic hierarchy was like navigating an obstacle course. The supporting characters in my adoptive mother’s drama...

JLNicholson
Jan 2, 20243 min read


They "broke the mould"
The old saying, "They broke the mould," perfectly describes my adoptive mother. She was one of a kind. While everyone can claim their...

JLNicholson
Jan 2, 20244 min read
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